So.. another couple of months have passed...Things are still changing.. I am growing ... Learning ...
I didn't realize how stuck I was... I forgot what it felt like to be alive .. to just breath ...
My new job has opened me up to so much. New friends...OK well not exactly friends ...but decent people... who aren't focused on just themselves. I am finding that I have something to offer new relationships ..qualities that make me good at what I was hired for... It's odd because I told myself I had these things.. But I am finding that seeing it happening.. Other people reinforcing it... I never truly believed it... I believed that what I already had was all I could hope for ...
